♥BEAR♥<title> <noembed><body> </noembed> <style type="text/css"> b { text-decoration: none; font-family:courier new; color: #FF0080; font-size:12pt; } i { text-decoration:none; color:#666; font-size:11px;} A:link,a:visited { text-decoration: none; font-family:courier new; color: #666; font-size:12pt; } A:hover { text-decoration: none; color: #FF0080; } body, html { background-color:#000000; color:#888888; word-spacing:4px; font:9px georgia; background-image:url(http://i227.photobucket.com/albums/dd70/Janicelzm/twirlybg3.png);} .h1 { border-top:1px solid #E5E5E5; font: normal 8.5pt arial ; text-align:right; color:#FF0080; } .h2 { border-bottom:1px solid #E5E5E5; font: 8pt courier new; text-align:right; color:#FF0080; } .h3 { font-family:courier new; font-size:8pt; color:#666; margin-left:5px; text-transform:lowercase; } .entry { padding:5px; text-align: left; font-size: 12px; font-family: georgia; word-spacing:2px;} .entry1 { padding:5px; text-align: left; font-size: 12px; font-family: georgia; 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border-top:0px solid #E5E5E5; letter-spacing:1px; background-color:#F5F5F5;"><span style="margin:10 10 0 10;">RECENT ENTRIES</span></span></div> <div class="h3">Entry title: a life ..not to be wasted<br> Date / Time : Monday, July 5, 2010 / 1:48 AM</div> <div class="entry1"><div style="clear:both;"></div><span style="font-weight:bold;">i dont know whats happening to me..i lay awake on this bed.... <br />womndering and realizing..how i have made people suffer... <br />maybe this is how i pay.. <br />i dont deserve to be called bear... <br />to me..bear ..is an animal..a... <br />innocent animal....an animal ..that is merciful.. <br />everyone loves bears.... <br />i dont deserve to be loved for all i did.... <br />PMR exams coming soon...millions of questions run thru my head.... <br />i'm trying to put pieces of puzzle together... <br />i decided..relationships..arent appropriate at this time..its true we've been together for a year....and we have to part..so suddenly <br />even i can't bear the pain to say goodbye...but we have to stay strong..for we both know the truth behind everything that we have gone thru... <br />today..is a sad day for me....an uncle of mine past away..he had bone cancer...he was so close to us...it was hard to let go....he made me realise..that life is so short.. <br />and it shouldnt be wasted just like that....we should all enjoy the little things that come to us....dont push it away....deal with our problems..for it make us more stronger....if we run away..it chases after us....i need happines..i yearn for it..i dont want to be emotional...i hate it...i dont wanna cry like those girls...who think life is over.....just because of small things.... <br />many people are so lucky....i wish i was.... <br />but god gave me this life..and i am thankful to have it....he made me realise....that this life is not to be wasted.....<blockquote><span style="font-style:italic;"></span></blockquote></span> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /></span><div style="clear:both; 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