RECENT ENTRIES
Entry title: You mean the world to me FREDIE!
Date / Time : Thursday, September 9, 2010 / 8:13 AM
"What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self? What can this symbiosis between two souls can be? What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings? What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love? But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls? Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain? Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?"
Entry title: a life ..not to be wasted
Date / Time : Monday, July 5, 2010 / 1:48 AM
i dont know whats happening to me..i lay awake on this bed....
womndering and realizing..how i have made people suffer...
maybe this is how i pay..
i dont deserve to be called bear...
to me..bear ..is an animal..a...
innocent animal....an animal ..that is merciful..
everyone loves bears....
i dont deserve to be loved for all i did....
PMR exams coming soon...millions of questions run thru my head....
i'm trying to put pieces of puzzle together...
i decided..relationships..arent appropriate at this time..its true we've been together for a year....and we have to part..so suddenly
even i can't bear the pain to say goodbye...but we have to stay strong..for we both know the truth behind everything that we have gone thru...
today..is a sad day for me....an uncle of mine past away..he had bone cancer...he was so close to us...it was hard to let go....he made me realise..that life is so short..
and it shouldnt be wasted just like that....we should all enjoy the little things that come to us....dont push it away....deal with our problems..for it make us more stronger....if we run away..it chases after us....i need happines..i yearn for it..i dont want to be emotional...i hate it...i dont wanna cry like those girls...who think life is over.....just because of small things....
many people are so lucky....i wish i was....
but god gave me this life..and i am thankful to have it....he made me realise....that this life is not to be wasted.....
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Date / Time : Saturday, June 5, 2010 / 3:34 AM
hello fellow earthlings :)
HOLIDAYS!!!! at last!!!
i'm gonna do my blog up during the hols :) be patient :)
Entry title: u smile, i smile
Date / Time : Sunday, April 4, 2010 / 4:11 AM
Entry title: dreams.... I LOVE YOU
Date / Time : Friday, March 26, 2010 / 9:45 PM
my dreams..are yet to come true...its a wish upon a star...hopefully it would come true TEEHEE dedicated to.....The one i'm in love with..
Entry title: a wish yet to come true!!
Date / Time : / 9:08 PM
today...i went to play basketball with
YANN KAI the legendary and
ALEXANDER my brother :D it was awesome..eventho ..i did not really play much :D
i liked watching them play..it was really really..intresting...loved the way YANN KAI pass the ball around..very unpredictable :D
anyways...i heard him shout for the first time today...and..i reckon..its called..history!! :D
i got more to post...but...i am so LAZY...as usual!!!:D
yours truly..the BEAR!!! :D
I LOVE VANILLA TWILLIGHT
i would tell you i..LOVE you...but..i don't want our friendship to be affected
Entry title: ur the one that makes me crazy
Date / Time : Thursday, March 11, 2010 / 1:51 AM
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!
i made the legendary NG YAN KAI a.k.a Blyth Souleater...talk..for the week :D
and..he is one awesomely shy kid!! :D
i noe he'd be readin this and smilling..to himself!! :D
just wanted to post something bout him..cos i seriously gt nothing to post about..
oh and btw to all those who think we're together..we're NOT!!! :D
we're just normal friends!! :D...